Growth… How do I hack it????
I have been in a dilemma for some days now or months if you may, and it is about growing as a Product Designer.
If you have been following my stories, I wrote about starting a new job a few months back and it's been going on well, I have had a good time working on the app design and some part of the web which I will actively start working on now.
However, I still feel stuck, read as not growing, maybe its because I have a standard that I am yet to meet or because I think some external factors such as a Senior Designer mostly to guide the product is needed or maybe because I do not want to make mistakes because the stake is high. It is literally going to be one of the biggest platforms in Nigeria, so I think I don’t have the required experience to pull this through.
In all honesty, I have prepared for this or have been preparing for this for a very long time. I have taken courses, watched several videos, joined masterclasses, and practiced day and night. I have read books, put time into understanding how some of the products I use work, and the decisions the product team had to take.
I think what I am doing is self-sabotage, which is bad for everyone including myself. I have a great boss, she saw something in me that I didn't myself. And I must find a way to have to believe that I can do this because I can.
Okay!!! I know exactly what I need to do to get better but have I been doing it? Not as much as I should.
- More practice.
- Understanding the brief and finding resources that will help the brief.
- Listen to more successful designers and podcasts.
- More practice.
- Speaking with other designers to sharing ideas and network.
- More practice.
- Reading blogs, books, and articles.
- More practice.
Ultimately, I am responsible for my growth, no external influence, and no self-sabotage. The standard I have set for myself is a great way to navigate into the future. Bayomi, don’t pressure yourself, just trust the process and grow.
I love you.
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